I've been expecting you.

21 Sept 2013

A little fun.

'Wet stars in the sky,
Moonshine in your eye...'
 these are some things I like
 to write about-
but tonight I feel light-headed
and this leaves me with shredded
 hopes and sleepless doubts.
As you are reading
 the words I am weaving
you might hear a rhyme somewhere.
Don't be alarmed
 as there is no harm-
nor is it a crime
 to write like this.
I think I am done
with my fair share of fun
and pleased with the outcome
of this experiment.
And here I will cease
my weird strategy
of 3 a.m entertainment.

Hello 3 a.m. It's been awhile.

They ripped me apart, tore into my heart and laughed as I watched them helplessly.
There are certain things you do for love and then there things you do because you don't love yourself.
The last few months have had me on my knees, in the dirt, on my back and finally underground.
But now I'm alive again.
Rebirth is painful.
Something like an internship- an actual place where I do something I'm good at.
Making mistakes and learning.
Growing.
Unexpected things happen once in awhile.
Seldom do they turn out good.
Meeting you was one of those rare things that took a turn for the better.
1437.
I should have known.
As a person, I have a hundred problems with you.
But as a friend I have none.
As someone who loves me, I just have one- which is that:
It's too bad love doesn't last
 because I could have gotten used to having you around longer.
Still, we're gonna make the most of this.
:-)
Thank you for being you.