Life-Saver.

Steady disintegration of the Universe like I knew it.
My mind throws itself in folds, enclosing secrets yet unknown to the living.
He smiles.

And it begins.

He fills my soul with so much love,
That anywhere I go, I'm never lonely,
With him along -who can be lonely?

Although you were biased, I love your advice.
Your comebacks- they're quick and probably have to do with your insecurities.
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these words I'm paraphrasing...

(Hold your breath, it gets better)
I'm like a shooting star,
I've come so far,
I can't go back to where I used to be...

With your fatalism and your crooked face...
Hoping you will come and untangle me one of these days...

...dance me to the end of love...

Now you're telling me you're not nostalgic,
Then give me another word for it,
You who are so good with words
And at keeping things vague.
'Cause I need some of that vagueness now,
It's all come back too clearly.
Yes, I loved you dearly...

..Refrain,
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool by making his world a little colder.

I was born too late into a world that doesn't care...

I think I've already lost you,
I think you're already gone,
I think I'm finally scared now.
You think I'm weak.
I think you're wrong...

Nothing you would take, everything you gave.
Hold me till I die.
Meet you on the other side...

In another life, I would be your girl,
We'd keep all our promises,
Be us against the world...

We were friends and lovers and clueless clowns.
I didn't know I was finding out how I'd be torn from you,
When we talked about things we were born to do,
We were wide eyed dreamers and wiser too...

And now the things I've done to forget you,
Well, it's not what I had planned.
The sweetest thoughts get twisted in the Strangeland...
Strangeland dreams, you tore my baby away from me,
We get no time to put things right...

Lean on me, when you're not strong.
And I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on...

Why'd you lie,
When you wanna die, when you hurt inside,
Don't know what you lie for.. anyway, Now there's nothing left to say...

If 'Happy Ever After' did exist, I'd still be holding you ...
All those fairy tales are full of shit.
One more fucking love song, I'll be sick...

Love of my life- don't leave me.
You've stolen my love and now desert me...

And the songbirds keep singing like they know the score.
And I love you.
I love you.
I love you... like never before...

And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me.
Your love made me make it through.
Oh, I owe so much to you.
You were right there for me...

Now I think I know,
What you tried to say to me,
And how you suffered for your sanity,
And how you tried to set them free...

I never saw your spirit break,
I wish that I could be your journey's end,
But you were only passing through...

Nothing looks the way it did before,
I don't know where to look or what to look for...
We've been disconnected somehow.
There's an invisible wall between us now...

..............................

So this was our song,
This was our song...

I could not give up on you.

Soil and six feet under,
Killed just like we were,
Before you'd know you know me.
and you know me.

Blooming up from the ground,
Three rounds and a sound.
Like whispering you know me.
And you KNOW me.

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