Sometimes... Nov 2010

They tell me it is over.
There is nothing more to say.
And that lovers always come.
And then lovers always go away.
I look away.
They smile.
(I thought that you would stay).

Rest my head awhile. 
'Cause tomorrow is a new day.
" A new beginning," say they.
Judgement.
"Not worthy of your love."
"You deserve better."
I bite my lip.
(I thought that you would stay.)

"You are a fool."

"No, He was a fool."

"Oh my dear, Fate can be so cruel."
 *Sigh*

Enough for today.
I take a walk. 
I clear my head. 
I look up.
The sky is the same for you and me.
 (Yes, I  thought that you would stay.)

November.
It never rained.
No matter how much I prayed.

I see you in town.
With someone new this time around.
Emulate you.
And this is what they say-

"A girl should wait."
"He cant come back now, after you..."
“I understand, but practically it cant..."
"No wonder he didn't stay."

I sit down.
Hug my knees to my chin.
And wait.
You will be back. (Won’t You?) You must.  (No, You must!) 

"Sad crazy girl." says one.
 Another- "Its just lust."I need a place to hide away.
(I thought that you would stay)

Where are the tears?
It’s about time they fell.
Nine months.
My own personal road to Hell.

"He won’t be back." (Won’t be back?)
But you must. ( Must, I said!)
(Can you hear me?)Must!
Stay.
Please....
 (I thought that he would stay).